Friday, October 22, 2004 [ 03:42 p.m. ]

haaay... what a tiring day... I spent my day running, eating and shouting because of the fair... it was fun though... hay... im playing chess.. shit.. talo ata ako..

     Wednesday, October 13, 2004 [ 08:24 p.m. ]

I am a loser... Not just a loser in some aspects but I am a total loser... Especially when it comes to math...*&$#@!!!I'm a loser!!! That is all I can say... My life is a total bull... Why?! I tried my best.. did I?... God... I'm scared... How am I suppose to break the news to my parents about my grades?!? how can I let them sign my trigo test?! I can't let them see it now that they're happy because of my sister's grades.. Taas daw according to my bro... What shall I do?!?! Can I just evaporate?! NOW NA!!!

But no matter how down and sad I am, I still feel ok... I'm happy that I never thought of committing suicide or putting an end to my life.. Unlike other people... Why do you have to kill yourself?!?! I know life is sometimes unfair to us but just remember what Bob Ong said:Life is unfair but beautiful.. Habang may buhay, may pagasa pa!!! Wait... Am I giving myself advices or what?!?! I read in the newspaper this article that a group of teeners (19-early 20s) in Japan committed suicide for no further reason at all... That's like what the f*ck?!?! Eh mga sira ulo pala kayo eh!! Bat kayo nagpapakamatay?!... Hay.. I even admire their country but they have low self esteem or mahina nag loob.. Hay... tsktskstsk.. May your souls rest in peace...

I assure you.. No matter how difficult or hard my problem is, I will never commit suicide... NEVER!!

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     July 25, 2004 [ 07:10 p.m. ]

Hay...Tomorrow is the start of another hectic and tiring week for me.. Hay.. must have strength!!!! Anyway... I'll just update my blog after a few days or so.. maybe this saturday or friday... It depends if I have time...

I love the song Don't go breakin' my heart by Jesse McCartney and Anne Hathaway... I also like the song Ain't got you by Alicia Keys.. La lng... Just wanna share.. hehehe...

      July 23, 2004 [ 10:26 p.m. ]

Hey... It has been a long long time since I updated this thing... I'm sorry for not posting new entries in here... School work is very hectic and tiring (really HECTIC!!) I sometimes want to give in the urge of my body to sleep during class hours...(especially geometry!!! As in!!) But I can't.. Specially now that I am a Junior, the most crucial year in High School... God give me strength!!!

As I was evaluating my quizzes and looking at my low scores, I believe that I wouldn't be able to make it in the First Quarter... I kept on worrying about my grade!!! The lowest possible average that I should get is 85!!! I don't think I can make it.. That is why I am doing the best that I can when it comes to studying.. (Cramming to the max!) I am planning to pass all my Periodical Test and other remaining quizzes.. I'm aiming for 80 and above during the Periodical Exam.. (80 being the lowest..) I hope I can make it!! Please pray for me.. Need all the support I could get!!

I just finished watching the movie 13 going on 30 starring Jennifer Garner... I learned that You shouldn't regret the mistakes that you have committed in the past... Because it is in your mistakes that you learn more about life.. Nice movie.... i like it..

tataas kaya ang grades ko dahil sa PT?!?!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEN VILLALUZ and BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARDELLE VELASQUEZ!!! Miss yah guyz.. luv yah!! mwahh...

      July 2, 2004 [ 06:46 p.m. ]
First of all, I would like to thank my ever dearest friend Abi for making this wonderful and cute layout... Actually sya lahat gumagawa ng layout ko... Di kase ako marunong eh... Thanks talaga Abi!! Don't worry.. I'll follow your instructions...

Hay... I'm still enjoying my 5 days of vacation from school.. I have not yet done any of my homework... Hello?! Kaya nga may sunday?! haha.. Cramming... joke... I'll do my homework later.... I'm also updating our Anti-Virus scan thing...I have a bad feeling that our computer is already infected...Hmmmm.... Sana hindi pa...

I watched the movie Spider-man 2 yesterday with my good friend Susan..The movie was good… In tagalog, I can describe it as umaatikabong bakbakan like Kill Bill but that movie is too gruesome compared to Spider-man 2.. I’m looking forward to the Spider-man 3…

     june 26, 2004 [ 11:27 a.m. ]
Hay... The first 2 weeks of classes are over.. Now.. How many months are left?! Hmmm.. 9 more months... hmmm... Well.. school was ok.. I mean I got a chance to meet new people and somewhat made them my friends... Yung iba ayus lng.. Mali ang pagkakajudge ko sa kanila... yung iba di ko pa nakakausap... I hope they're also ok... Don't worry.. I'll keep an open mind.. I'm tired.. I'm tired of complaining about my class... I'm tired that I pray to God and ask Him to change my room... maybe there's a purpose for me being in that class.. III-6... There's really nothign I can do about it... The least I can do is to keep an open mind and see if things work out... IF YOU CAN'T BEAT THEM, JOIN THEM!

Thanks to abi, nalaman ko na ang aking Japanese name... For Melissa its Endoh---distant wisteria and Emi---blessed with beauty Hahaha.. the Emi name is kinda funny...BLESSED WITH BEAUTY... For MeCa its Mihano---seaside field and Miharu---Beautiful clear sky.... Ayus..

Thanx Rish... You know what I mean... haha..